Catullus 68 Translation

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QVOD mihi fortuna casuque oppressus acerbo

THAT YOU, weighed down as you are by fortune and bitter chance,

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conscriptum hoc lacrimis mittis epistolium,

should send me this letter written with tears,

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naufragum ut eiectum spumantibus aequoris undis

to bid me succour a shipwrecked man cast up by the foaming waters of the sea,

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subleuem et a mortis limine restituam,

and restore him from the threshold of death,

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quem neque sancta Venus molli requiescere somno

whom neither does holy Venus suffer to rest,

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desertum in lecto caelibe perpetitur,

deserted in his widowed bed,

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nec ueterum dulci scriptorum carmine Musae

nor do the Muses charm him with the sweet poetry of ancient writers,

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oblectant, cum mens anxia peruigilat:

when his mind keeps anxious vigil;

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id gratum est mihi, me quoniam tibi dicis amicum,

this is grateful to me, since you call me your friend,

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muneraque et Musarum hinc petis et Veneris.

and come to me for the gifts both of the Muses and of Love.

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sed tibi ne mea sint ignota incommoda, Mani,

But, dear Manius, that my troubles may not be unknown to you,

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neu me odisse putes hospitis officium,

and that you may not think I am tired of the duty of a friend,

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accipe, quis merser fortunae fluctibus ipse,

let me tell you what are the waves of fortune in which I too am whelmed;

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ne amplius a misero dona beata petas.

so will you not again require gifts of happiness from one who is unblest.

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tempore quo primum uestis mihi tradita pura est,

At the time when first a white toga was given to me,

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iucundum cum aetas florida uer ageret,

when my youth in its flower was keeping jocund springtime,

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multa satis lusi: non est dea nescia nostri,

I wrote merry poems enough; not unknown am I to the goddess

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quae dulcem curis miscet amaritiem.

who mingles with her cares a sweet bitterness.

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sed totum hoc studium luctu fraterna mihi mors

But all care for this is gone from me by my brother's death.

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abstulit. o misero frater adempte mihi,

Ah me unhappy, who have lost you, my brother!

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tu mea tu moriens fregisti commoda, frater,

You, brother, you by your death have destroyed my happiness;

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tecum una tota est nostra sepulta domus,

with you all my house is buried.

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omnia tecum una perierunt gaudia nostra,

With you all my joys have died,

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quae tuus in uita dulcis alebat amor.

which your sweet love cherished, while yet you lived.

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cuius ego interitu tota de mente fugaui

By reason of your death, I have banished from all my mind

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haec studia atque omnes delicias animi.

these thoughts and all the pleasures of my heart.

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quare, quod scribis Veronae turpe Catullo

And so, when you write, "It is no credit to Catullus to be at Verona;

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esse, quod hic quisquis de meliore nota

because here, where I an, all the young men of better condition

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frigida deserto tepefactet membra cubili,

warm their cold limbs in the bed deserted by you;

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id, Mani, non est turpe, magis miserum est.

that, Manius, is rather a misfortune than a discredit.

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ignosces igitur si, quae mihi luctus ademit,

You will forgive me then, if I do not render to you those services

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haec tibi non tribuo munera, cum nequeo.

which grief has taken from me at a time when I cannot do it.

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nam, quod scriptorum non magna est copia apud me,

For as for my not having plenty of authors at hand,

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hoc fit, quod Romae uiuimus: illa domus,

that is because I live at Rome: that is my home,

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illa mihi sedes, illic mea carpitur aetas;

that is my abode, there my life is spent;

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huc una ex multis capsula me sequitur.

when I come here only one small box out of many attends me.

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quod cum ita sit, nolim statuas nos mente maligna

And since this is so, I would not have you judge that it is due to niggardly mind

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id facere aut animo non satis ingenuo,

or ungenerous temper, that you have not received

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quod tibi non utriusque petenti copia posta est:

a full supply of what you ask of each kind:

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ultro ego deferrem, copia siqua foret.

I would have offered it unasked, if I had any such resources.

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Non possum reticere, deae, qua me Allius in re

I CANNOT, O ye goddesses, refrain from telling what the matter was in which Allius

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iuuerit aut quantis iuuerit officiis,

helped me, and how greatly he helped me by his services,

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ne fugiens saeclis obliuiscentibus aetas

lest time flying with forgetful ages

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illius hoc caeca nocte tegat studium:

hide in blind night this kindly zeal of his.

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sed dicam uobis, uos porro dicite multis

But to you I will tell it; do you hand on the tale to many thousands,

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milibus et facite haec carta loquatur anus.

and let the paper speak this in its old age.

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notescatque magis mortuus atque magis,

and let him be famous more and more in death;

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nec tenuem texens sublimis aranea telam

and let not the spider who weaves her thin web aloft spread her work

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in deserto Alli nomine opus faciat.

over the neglected name of Allius.

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nam, mihi quam dederit duplex Amathusia curam,

For how much sorrow of heart the wily goddess of Amathus gave me,

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scitis, et in quo me torruerit genere,

ye know, and in what fashion she scorched me.

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cum tantum arderem quantum Trinacria rupes

When I was burning as hotly as the Trinacrian rock

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lymphaque in Oetaeis Malia Thermopylis,

and the Malian water at Oetean Thermopylae,

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maesta neque assiduo tabescere lumina fletu

when my sad eyes never rested from wasting with perpetual tears,

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cessarent. tristique imbre madere genae.

nor my cheeks from streaming with a flood of sorrow;

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qualis in aerii perlucens uertice montis

as at the top of a lofty mountain

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riuus muscoso prosilit e lapide,

a bright stream leaps forth from a mossgrown rock,

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qui cum de prona praeceps est ualle uolutus,

and gushing headlong down the steep valley

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per medium densi transit iter populi,

crosses the mid way thronged by the people,

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dulce uiatori lasso in sudore leuamen,

a sweet solace in his labour to the weary wayfarer

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cum grauis exustos aestus hiulcat agros:

when sultry heat makes the parched fields to gape;

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hic, uelut in nigro iactatis turbine nautis

and as to mariners tossed by the black storm

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lenius aspirans aura secunda uenit

comes a favouring breeze with gentler breath,

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iam prece Pollucis, iam Castoris implorata,

sought by prayer now to Pollux, now to Castor,

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tale fuit nobis Allius auxilium.

such an aid to me was Allius;

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is clausum lato patefecit limite campum,

he opened a broad track across the fenced field,

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isque domum nobis isque dedit dominae,

he gave me access to a house and its mistress,

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ad quam communes exerceremus amores.

under whose roof we should together enjoy each our own love.

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quo mea se molli candida diua pede

Thither my fair goddess delicately stepped,

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intulit et trito fulgentem in limine plantam

and set the sole of her shining foot on the smooth threshold,

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innixa arguta constituit solea,

as she pressed on her slender sandal;

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coniugis ut quondam flagrans aduenit amore

even as once Laodamia came burning with love

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Protesilaeam Laodamia domum

to the house of Protesilaus,

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inceptam frustra, nondum cum sanguine sacro

that house begun in vain, since not yet had a victim's sacred blood

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hostia caelestis pacificasset eros.

appeased the Lords of heaven.

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nil mihi tam ualde placeat, Ramnusia uirgo,

Lady of Rhamnus, never may that please me

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quod temere inuitis suscipiatur eris.

which is undertaken amiss without the will of our Lords.

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quam ieiuna pium desiderat ara cruorem,

How much the starved altar craves for the blood of pious sacrifices,

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docta est amisso Laudamia uiro,

Laodamia learnt by the loss of her husband;

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coniugis ante coacta noui dimittere collum,

forced to loose her arms from the neck of her new spouse,

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quam ueniens una atque altera rursus hiems

before the coming of one and then a second winter

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noctibus in longis auidum saturasset amorem,

with its long nights should content her passionate love,

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posset ut abrupto uiuere coniugio,

that she might endure to live, though her husband was taken from her;

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quod scibant Parcae non longo tempore abesse,

and this the Fates knew would come in no long time,

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si miles muros isset ad Iliacos.

if once he went as a soldier to the walls of Ilium.

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nam tum Helenae raptu primores Argiuorum

For then it was, because of the rape of Helen, that Troy began

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coeperat ad sese Troia ciere uiros,

to summon against herself the chieftains of the Argives,

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Troia (nefas!) commune sepulcrum Asiae Europaeque,

Troy -- O horror! -- the common grave of Europe and Asia,

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Troia uirum et uirtutum omnium acerba cinis,

Troy the untimely tomb of all heroes and heroic deeds:

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quaene etiam nostro letum miserabile fratri

Troy brought pitiable death to my brother also;

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attulit. ei misero frater adempte mihi

alas! my brother, taken from me unhappy,

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ei misero fratri iucundum lumen ademptum,

alas! dear light of my eyes, taken from thy unhappy brother:

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tecum una tota est nostra sepulta domus,

with thee now is all my house buried;

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omnia tecum una perierunt gaudia nostra,

all my joys have perished together with thee,

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quae tuus in uita dulcis alebat amor.

which while thou wert alive thy sweet love cherished.

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quem nunc tam longe non inter nota sepulcra

Thee now far, far away, not among familiar graves,

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nec prope cognatos compositum cineres,

nor laid to rest near the ashes of thy kinsfolk,

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sed Troia obscena, Troia infelice sepultum

but buried in hateful Troy, illomened Troy,

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detinet extremo terra aliena solo.

a foreign land holds in a distant soil.

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ad quam tum properans fertur undique pubes

To Troy at that time all the youth of Greece is said to have hastened together,

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Graecae penetralis deseruisse focos,

deserting their hearths and homes,

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ne Paris abducta gauisus libera moecha

that Paris might not enjoy undisturbed leisure in a peaceful chamber,

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otia pacato degeret in thalamo.

rejoicing in the abduction of his paramour.

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quo tibi tum casu, pulcerrima Laudamia,

By that sad chance then, fairest Laodamia,

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ereptum est uita dulcius atque anima

wast thou bereft of thy husband, sweeter to thee than life and soul;

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coniugium: tanto te absorbens uertice amoris

so strong the tide of love, so whelming the eddy that bore thee

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aestus in abruptum detulerat barathrum,

into the sheer abyss, deep as that gulf

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quale ferunt Grai Pheneum prope Cylleneum

which (say the Greeks) near Cyllenian Pheneus

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siccare emulsa pingue palude solum,

drains away the swamp, and dries up the rich soil

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quod quondam caesis montis fodisse medullis

which of old the falsefathered son of Amphitryon is said

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audit falsiparens Amphitryoniades,

to have dug out, cutting away the heart of the hill,

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tempore quo certa Stymphalia monstra sagitta

what time with sure shaft he hit the monsters of Stymphalus

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perculit imperio deterioris eri,

at the bidding of a meaner lord,

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pluribus ut caeli tereretur ianua diuis,

that the door of heaven might be frequented by more gods,

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Hebe nec longa uirginitate foret.

and that Hebe might not long be unmated.

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sed tuus altus amor barathro fuit altior illo,

But deeper than that gulf was thy deep love,

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qui tamen indomitam ferre iugum docuit.

which taught thee though untamed to bear the yoke.

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nam nec tam carum confecto aetate parenti

Not so dear to her agestricken parent

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una caput seri nata nepotis alit,

is the head of the lateborn grandchild which his only daughter nurses,

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qui cum diuitiis uix tandem iuuentus auitis

who, scarce at length appearing as an heir to ancestral wealth,

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nomen testatas intulit in tabulas,

and having his name brought into the witnessed tablets,

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impia derisi gentilis gaudia tollens,

puts an end to the unnatural joy of the kinsman, now in his turn derided,

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suscitat a cano uolturium capiti:

and drives away the vulture that waits for the hoary head;

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nec tantum niueo gauisa est ulla columbo

nor did ever dove delight so much in her snowy mate,

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compar, quae multo dicitur improbius

though the dove bites and bills and snatches kisses

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oscula mordenti semper decerpere rostro,

more wantonly than any woman,

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quam quae praecipue multiuola est mulier.

be she amorous beyond others' measure.

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sed tu horum magnos uicisti sola furores,

You alone surpassed the passion of these,

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ut semel es flauo conciliata uiro.

when once you were matched with your goldenhaired husband.

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aut nihil aut paulum cui tum concedere digna

Even so kind, or but little less, was she,

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lux mea se nostrum contulit in gremium,

my bright one, who came into my arms;

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quam circumcursans hinc illinc saepe Cupido

and often around her flitting hither and thither Cupid

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fulgebat crocina candidus in tunica.

shone fair in vest of saffron hue.

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quae tamen etsi uno non est contenta Catullo,

And though she is not content with Catullus alone,

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rara uerecundae furta feremus erae

I will bear the faults, for few they are, of my modest mistress,

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ne nimium simus stultorum more molesti.

lest we become as tiresome as jealous fools.

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saepe etiam Iuno, maxima caelicolum,

Juno, too, greatest of the heavenly ones,

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coniugis in culpa flagrantem concoquit iram,

often keeps down her anger for her husband's fault,

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noscens omniuoli plurima furta Iouis.

as she learns the many loves of all amorous Jove.

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atqui nec diuis homines componier aequum est,

Yet since it is not fit that men should be compared with gods,

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ingratum tremuli tolle parentis onus.

away, then, with the hateful severity of an anxious father.

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nec tamen illa mihi dextra deducta paterna

And after all she did not come for me led by her father's band

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fragrantem Assyrio uenit odore domum,

into a house fragrant with Assyrian odours,

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sed furtiua dedit mira munuscula nocte,

but gave me in the wondrous night sweet stolen gifts,

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ipsius ex ipso dempta uiri gremio.

taken from the very bosom of her husband himself.

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quare illud satis est, si nobis is datur unis

Wherefore it is enough if to me alone is granted

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quem lapide illa dies candidiore notat.

the day which she marks with a whiter stone.

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hoc tibi, quod potui, confectum carmine munus

This gift -- 'twas all I could -- set forth in verse

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pro multis, Alli, redditur officiis,

is returned to you, Allius, for many kind offices;

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ne uestrum scabra tangat rubigine nomen

lest this and that day, and another and another

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haec atque illa dies atque alia atque alia.

should touch your name with corroding rust.

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huc addent diui quam plurima, quae Themis olim

To this the gods will add those countless gifts which Themis of old

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antiquis solita est munera ferre piis.

was wont to give to pious men of ancient time.

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sitis felices et tu simul et tua uita,

May ye be happy, both you, and with you your dear Life,

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et domus illa in qua lusimus et domina,

and the house in which you and I sported, and its mistress,

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et qui principio nobis terram dedit aufert,

and he who first [ gave and takes land?] for us,

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a quo sunt primo omnia nata bona,

from whom first all those good things had their springing for me.

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et longe ante omnes mihi quae me carior ipso est,

And far before all, she who is dearer to me than myself,

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lux mea, qua uiua uiuere dulce mihi est.

my Light, whose life alone makes it sweet to me to live.